ONE STEP AT A TIME
Last week I ran the Seacoast Half Marathon. My goal was to qualify for the NYC Marathon, unlike Boston you can qualify with a half. The 1:48 I needed was not overly challenging for me to achieve. However, the fall is my busiest time of year with work on top of creating my new Health Coaching business I am working long hours and driving hundreds of miles a week. I always make time for my running, no matter what. Which means often times running in the dark in places I am unfamiliar, racing to the shower and jumping in the car to frequently drive over 100 miles to my destination. Yes, I am a typical runner at times, getting the miles and compromising the post run stretch or pre run warm up. Which means an extra tight me on top of already an extraordinarily inflexible body.
Going into the Seacoast Half, my usual Achilles Tendinopathy had crept up again, typical this time of year with the driving and my negligence to stretch, in addition i had a tight hamstring on the opposing leg as I was pulling with that hamstring more to protect my Achilles.
Going out with Julie and then Tony finding us to run along the 7:45 pace for the first 6 miles was a bit quick for me with my issues. My ability to acknowledge my issues regarding racing the appropriate pace was non-existent. Sadly I know better! Consequently my hamstring pulled tight at mile 6 with 7 more to go. My only choice slow down and be present to my form, one step at a time. I was able to manage the pain much better this way, amazingly the next 3 miles went by fairly quickly. I lost my ability to focus on one step at time at mile 9, as a result my hamstring pulled tighter. Choice…stop or slow down and maintain form and focus being in the moment, one step at a time. Again, I was able to endure without feeling more compromised. As I pulled up to mile 12, I derailed again, as I started to think about the finish one mile away and my 1:48 time I wanted for NYC. At the pace I was running I should be able to cross in time, but barely. My focus became the finish I lost my ability to maintain being in the moment. My hamstring pulled even worse, I recognized my gait was now compromised. It was all I could do to pull up the 2 hills toward the finish. The last 100 yards is a downhill finish I usually fly down that last hill, this time a hobble was all I could manage, yet 1:48 was the number that was posted as I crossed the finish.
Every race and many times a difficult training run brings another opportunity to learn and grow from the experience. In this case, being in the moment, one step at a time, I was able to endure and race with a pulled hamstring. I let myself relax, postured my structure to support me and allowed my body to do what it could keeping my gaze focused slightly ahead of the direction I was running. When I became derailed at the end and was unable to get back into that zone I compromised my hamstring worse.
Secondly, at 50 years old it is more apparent to me that flawless form continues to be critical for me, now the added piece, A MUST, is that I need to improve my flexibility, mobility and strength. I had not wanted to truly acknowledged the importance of this piece. I will continue the path of running forever, yet the journey now must include building these other components into my training, even if it means running fewer miles when I am short on time to include this part of my training. It’s Up to ME, to run or not to run, my new best friends, Mat, Roller and Bands.
Photo credit: DEAN KARNAZES lives his Ultramarathoning experiences with this motto of One Step at a Time, photo from JESSICAJOYDURFEE@LIVE.COM